We were going through a lot when I wrote this.

You reach a certain age and realise that the only way to go is to grow old disgracefully!

A kind of 'My Generation' for my generation...

A saucy little love song with a 'Lady Chatterley' twist...

Written early May in the South of France, while staying in Picasso's former mountain retreat. I was there working on a collection of songs with my co-writer Mikey. This was

Lyrics and Melody by: Haydee Ahrens





A sort of #metoo song.
I want this out there so people can better understand what a victim of sexual abuse feels like, especially when they are blamed, looked down on, and they get no justice for what was done to them. I wish that no one else would ever have to feel this way again. I wish these things would never happen again. With that being said, we know that as long as there is evil in the world, sexual abuse will continue. If you are reading this, please consider advocating for legislation to be put in place that would ensure that all rapists, pedophiles, and sexual abusers would be put away or institutionalized for the rest of their lives without any chance of being released. They rarely regret what they do and the men who abused me went on to abuse others. They never stop.




No matter what we experience here, in the end, GOD WINS. Some people are not going to be too happy about that, but I will be. GOD WINS, Jesus is Lord.

Lyrics and Melody by: Haydee Ahrens



About finally finding someone who really loves you but doubting your worthiness based on experiences from the past i.e. bad choices and severe mistreatment from people in previous relationships, etc. You will see how it ends.

My songwriting is an emotional deep dive into moments. My point of view in songs is as a commiserator, not a storyteller. I wanted to explore what it would feel like to moment you found out the love of your life walked out on you. iPhone recording

a little about agism, a little about passing it on,etc.