Lyrics and Melody by: Haydee Ahrens





A sort of #metoo song.
I want this out there so people can better understand what a victim of sexual abuse feels like, especially when they are blamed, looked down on, and they get no justice for what was done to them. I wish that no one else would ever have to feel this way again. I wish these things would never happen again. With that being said, we know that as long as there is evil in the world, sexual abuse will continue. If you are reading this, please consider advocating for legislation to be put in place that would ensure that all rapists, pedophiles, and sexual abusers would be put away or institutionalized for the rest of their lives without any chance of being released. They rarely regret what they do and the men who abused me went on to abuse others. They never stop.




No matter what we experience here, in the end, GOD WINS. Some people are not going to be too happy about that, but I will be. GOD WINS, Jesus is Lord.

Another Original Mix



This is the song from the new movie, "Surge of Power, Revenge of the Sequel"
This is a Poetic and Metaphysical look at life at love and how reality is different for each of us because we all interpret our life and experiences differently depending on what we have experienced, lived through and endured. Looking at things that way makes you understand why there are so many wars, fights and divorces. Everyone thinks they are right because, they are right, as far a they are concerned because that's their own reality. So, that makes reality, actually relative or almost even an illusion.

This is a story of a girl who grew up going to church and people always telling her to have faith, one day she realized it took more than faith but action with that faith to make things better.

Just a rough work tape.

Lyrics and Melody by: Haydee Ahrens



About finally finding someone who really loves you but doubting your worthiness based on experiences from the past i.e. bad choices and severe mistreatment from people in previous relationships, etc. You will see how it ends.

Another one of those Bo Carter-ish 'euphemism blues', but arranged this time for a sort of old-style country blues piano.

a song of heartache and nostalgia.

My songwriting is an emotional deep dive into moments. My point of view in songs is as a commiserator, not a storyteller. I wanted to explore what it would feel like to moment you found out the love of your life walked out on you. iPhone recording

Singer has been on the road forever and finally comes home for Mother's Day.