Wrote this as a pitch to Dolly Parton .

This song was written out of realizing that I wouldn't be where I am without the Grace and Mercy of God over my life and that what He says about us is what matters most.

The story behind this song is in 2023, I experienced a panic attack during the 3rd Christmas Eve gathering. I found myself hyping myself up with my friend by doing push-ups and then whispering Holy Spirit, you never gave me a timid spirit, please help me get through this gathering. I know I've prayed God please help me to experience what breaks your heart and I knew I needed to push through. So glad I did say that quick prayer.

I heard a sermon one night from a Preacher about the children of Israel leaving Egypt and how becoming a Christian compares to it.

Inspired by "...LORD, my Rock and my Redeemer." - Psalm 19:14.

inspired by faith

"When I Pray" is a testimony of struggle, faith, and hope. It speaks about a parent's struggles with a child's addiction. It also reflects Howard's encounter with difficulty, which brought him back to his faith. This song portrays a straightforward confidence in God's directives regardless of the unexpected paths in life.

Here's a Faith Country / Southern Gospel song I wrote with Levi Mills, Jordan Burks and fellow Songwriting Pro member, Randy Maynor. Levi is singing the demo.