The story behind this song is in 2023, I experienced a panic attack during the 3rd Christmas Eve gathering. I found myself hyping myself up with my friend by doing push-ups and then whispering Holy Spirit, you never gave me a timid spirit, please help me get through this gathering. I know I've prayed God please help me to experience what breaks your heart and I knew I needed to push through. So glad I did say that quick prayer.

Still working on the title of this song but the theme is about how Jesus never changes. It doesn't matter whether we're in Spring (season for planting), Summer(growing/hidden), Fall (harvesting), or winter (hibernation) Jesus never changes.

I was reading through my Bible in a year app and the phrase “again and again” came up and it made me think about all of the times I’ve forgotten about the goodness of God. Psalms 106:43 talks about how again and again God would rescue his people and yet they would rebel. What voice are you listening to.

Sat down with two ladies somewhat "complaining" lol talking about how things always seems bigger than it's supposed to be. But when we go to scripture we realize how big God is in everything.

Co-wrote with this other moms who are also songwriters. It was my first year being a stay at home mom and trying to keep focus within the whirlwind of life.