I almost couldn't finished this song and broke down crying after I completed it. It's about someone I used to love/still love that I lost to drug addiction, severe depression, and suicide. I haven't talked to anyone about it, and just buried the emotions until I wrote this song today, confronting this was emotionally exhausting, but I strangely do feel better after letting it all come to the surface, never realized how much I held in.



Hope you enjoy something I wrote from a deep place in my soul and heart stranger, enjoy.

This is the the 8th song that I've written as part of a 100 day songwriting challenge - where I have to write a new song every day for 100 days.
It's all about seizing the moment and blocking out all of the stuff that gets in the way - Negative thoughts, existentialism, trivial worries.