I almost couldn't finished this song and broke down crying after I completed it. It's about someone I used to love/still love that I lost to drug addiction, severe depression, and suicide. I haven't talked to anyone about it, and just buried the emotions until I wrote this song today, confronting this was emotionally exhausting, but I strangely do feel better after letting it all come to the surface, never realized how much I held in.



Hope you enjoy something I wrote from a deep place in my soul and heart stranger, enjoy.

(Indie/alternative/shoegaze)
This song is about how we are sometimes capable of killing all of the good things in our own lives, such as love and happiness. It's about coping with self-sabotaging loss.

This song is about my experiences with a severe crash after a couple of weeks of drug abuse/self-medicating to escape severe depression. I wrote this song after hitting rock bottom.

This song is about dealing with the anger part of the 5 stages of grief and the confusion from an ended relationship. It's meant to feel raw, dark, unnerving, bitter, hurt, and confused.