I nearly died the day my beautiful baby was born. The doctors saved my life but in doing so, accidentally injured my upper spine. After a nearly a year mostly bedridden, I was able to find doctors who could bring healing but it was rocky road for a long time. I learned to actually lean into pain and find Jesus IN it rather than run when I saw it coming. To be human is to feel pain. To be Christian is to know where to go when it comes.